When I came to check recent posts on September 15th your message came on the top for me. I did not even realize that it was posted three weeks ago until I wanted to post my response and I had to search to find it. In any event, sorry about the twice delayed response, due to access and password denied to my account again for a few days, then its strangely repairs itself. This happened twice, only after I reboot my computer.
Thank you, Larry and Michael of Nebadon for this meaningful message, it was tailored for me just on time. I am sure we all feel that we had our share of trials and tribulations in the past and it’s still counting. Father just allowed me to go through a very unique and taxing experience, beginning in June, that is now must come to an end I pray. A few times I thought my situation will now get better, but it only got worse and worse, until it consumed all my time, energy and mental capacity. Through it all I learned the most valuable lesson that I want to share with you all. I hope this is the wisdom Michael wanted to impart unto me through the experience. Thank you, Father Michael!
This I learned afresh through the experience:
Trust God for ALL solutions in ALL situations, and do not rely on men! That does not mean Father would not move mountains to send someone to help and support, it only means that He is leading us through the muddy waters and fiery situations step by step to come out victorious, but without Him, we would get completely lost. Father is all goodness, hope and peace when life just does not make sense. He is making the connections and turns the hearts of the kings on our behalf. He is giving us needed wisdom and understanding to solve problems, and spiritual charge and life energy to able to endure and persevere till the end. He provides for us all that is needed to succeed. When we are going to have to face difficult situations, He will always be there.
We all know these things, but it is an other to experience it in despair. It can get exhilarating. I also thank my Thought Adjuster and Celestials for helping me through. I am not so ready as I am eager to face the New Day with new challenges knowing that Father is ready for me. I began to practice transmission again about a week ago. Machiventa Melchizedek came to talk to me twice and I could not be happier for that. He has imparted new information, but I still sought confirmation that I did not just make it up.
The biggest hindrance for me is feeling that I already knew what I receive, thus assuming it is my subconscious speaking. Then insecurity arises towards hearing the speaker or imagining self. I will not let that stop me. I thought if I so perform, at least my Thought Adjuster is able to bring to the forefront what He has imparted unto me over the years. Before I met Jesus, I could not have such thoughts. I’ll keep practicing until practice makes not perfect but acceptable towards perfection. I pray and trust that Father would lead all of us into our purposes with great precision, as the time of waiting and wondering is over. Praise the Lord for all. Thank you for these edifying messages, we really need them.
Bless you all,
sons of God
